talentless

okay, so i'm feeling happy now
phew i've got a chance to go uni
at least my future is more stable now

in a sense

i mean, sociology isn't exactly the most practical course you can take

but HAHAHAHA at least i'd have a degree
and won't have to, to quote my paternal grandfather's brother(dunno what that's called), sweep the floor.

yes that's how condescending my family is
even my mum's side, i can just feel my aunts ridiculing me behind my back

not that i don't understand why
their kids are like the all-subjects-get-distinctions kind
and they're most probably gonna be doctors and lawyers in the future
in fact the twin brothers from my father's side are already studying for doctorates, one in law and another in chem engineering already
you can already see their future
all blindingly bright before them

there's also a tv producer (paternal grandfather's brother's son)
used to see his name on some chnl 8 shows

and there's a L1R5 9 pointer now in vjc, a girl who's most probably gonna get 6 points this year, and not to mention my grandfather's brother is a millionaire with 2 uber huge landed properties (which i have to say he owes loads to my grandfather who had to work to support his studies and therefore wasn't able to study himself)

wow
and there's me

~cheerios~

wow

time really just disappears without one noticing

oh yeah, and i got my laptop already

and i got into ntu sociology

and i am quiting poly nxt week

and that's the end
wow
things just totally went zooming past
in fact, i dun even have time to feel anything
numbed
crap
i shld be feeling happy

~cheers~

i have not gotten my laptop yet
hurh sians
the projects are like kicking in suddenly
and omg at least 3 of them involve selling stuff online/in a bazaar
it's like 3 outta 5 major projects ... ...
i mean, okay it's business studies
but seriously, not everyone wants to start up a business
x_______x
no need to keep selling stuff right ???
and the worst thing is i never have any ideas what to sell

sucks i feel like such a burden to my group

have to buck up \(^^\)(/^^)/ <== 2 peeps cheering fyi

cheerios